最近很忙，也很茫。。。   忙，是因为开始工作，从早站到晚；茫，是因为前途茫茫，不晓得未来我该读什么科系。

我不得不佩服自己，竟然酱有恒心，工作了五六天。。还想说搞不好第一天就顶不顺辞职。。哈哈。。这种事对我来说简直是奇迹。。所以我希望这份工可以做到六月开学为止。。不过就算我有恒心，也要看对方会不会请我吃鱿鱼啦。。在此请各位为我祈祷吧。。

自从跟一个认识很久的朋友聊天以后，就突然萌起了个念头：有点想做护士。。他说如果我作护士，他做医生会请我。。当时听到还蛮感动的。。但是在盖了电话不到五分钟，就被佩淇浇了冷水。。不过她说得也有道理，搞不好我会弄死病人。。她就是酱的，最利害就是打破我的泡泡梦。。最可恶的是，她又说的很有道理。。

做工这几天，我超想念大家。。感觉上好像已经有一年没见面酱。。今天好不容易休息一天，就上下网看下部落格。。想看带，又怕会一直追到通宵。。想看书，又没有新书看。。好讨厌啦～

上学等放学，做工等放工。。我的人生就是这样过。。够力了。。

                                                                                                                                                   Xiao M

Already Gone----Kelly Clarkson

Remember all the things we wanted


Now all our memories they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye



Even with our fists held high

It never would've worked out right

We were never meant for do or die



I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop



I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone



Looking at you makes it harder

But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you want to cry



Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go



I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone



I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on so I'm already gone



Already gone, already gone, already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah



Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye



I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone



I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on so I'm already gone

                                                                                                                                               Xiao M

How Do I Live

How Do I Live-LeAnn Rimes

How do I get through the night without you
If I had to live without you
What kinda life would that be
Oh I need you in my arms, need you to hold
You are my world, my heart, my soul
If you ever leave
baby you would take away
everything good in my life
and tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live
Without you
There would be no sun in my sky
there would be no love in my life
there'd be no world left for me
And I, baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
baby you would take away
everything real in my life
and tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live



Long time didn't post any thing here already...
I guess,
Let me post a nice jazzy feel song here and share with you all~
Let's hear my comment and feel about this song~


Sigh...
I really don't know what I want...
Feel so lost...
Keep on wondering about the same stupid question which bothered me a lot~!!
Stuck there without any ideas on how to solve it~
I hate the lonely feel~
I hate the feeling of being dumped~
What should I do to make the stupid question disappear?~
Make my heart feel so sour inside...
Everytime I listen to this song...~
If someone means so much to you...will you ever let go of that someone?
Although you know is impossible...
But then you still eagerly and stubbornly keeping that someone to yourself...
Is this a selfish way?
I really don't know anymore...
Feel guilty...very guilty...
If only got any hint to help me go through this...
Have you ever experienced before?
I mean all the things mentioned in the lyrics~


ps: You all can get this song from me,just MSN me~

Posted by - Yin

new idea again~~countdown planning

xiaok又有想法啦！！我想如果要下坡countdown很多都不能吧？不如我们就在一个人的家倒数吧？我记得小婷有要我们那天去她家过夜吧？要看烟花的可以来我家看哦。astro有转播台湾101大楼的倒数哦！也有很多大牌。。哈哈。在外面你要看到明星的脸长怎样都很难哦！我家的荧幕也很大。哈哈

离别~就是为了再次的相聚

天下无不散之筵席......我们这5年快乐漫长的宴席算是结束了吧？大家都各奔前程。
不过，筵席结束了不代表我们不能够再次相聚
我有一个想法！！不如我们把每年的31/8定为我们的相聚日？地点在麦当当？因为这天相信每个人都放假，而且我们应该不是那种会为国家生日庆祝的好公民吧？

Our Gathering Day~~

Date: 31/8 every year
Time:8 o'clock (a.m) so we can plan de day
Place: Rawang Mc D

对不起。大家。毕业旅行

很想说一万个对不起……
我不能去下个星期的毕业旅行，对不起让大家失望了
对不起也拖了大家那么长的时间
可能有些人就会想：我早就料到你不能去了，要看看你几时才讲出来
对不起我也不想的，因为我真的真的很想跟大家一起去毕业旅行但最终还是去不了
我拖了这么久，我想是因为自己不想面对自己不能去的事实吧
不想让大家的期望落空，或许就因为这样才让大家也不好过
对不起，之前我真的不是在找种种的藉口来拖延大家
只是我真的怕会因为这个事实影响到心情而拖累大考时的表现
因为之前每当我想到如果我不能去时，真的会因此而哭了好几个小时
你会说我很蠢、很懦弱，哭就能解决事情吗？甚至有些朋友还很讨厌哭的人
对不起我也不想的，因为除了哭，我真的想不到还有什么方法来发泄我的悲伤
请原谅我，我还是那么爱哭
其实从以前到现在还是一成不变，只是现在大多会一个人躲起来偷偷哭
谢谢你，舜晶，你之前在电话里给我的鼓励对我有很大的推动力
对不起也让你失望了，昨天问了爸爸，爸爸用很坚决的口气否绝了我
就好像不允许我去全国营那时的语气一样
小婷，对不起了……不能和你一起玩
还有美筠、丽甯、礼琪、丽萍、puiyee、puikee、嘉雯和其他人
说真的，全国营我真的很想去可是……还是去不到
我有想过偷偷地和你们去旅游，可是我怕到时倒数那天就更加不能出了
所以我必须用很坚定的语气来跟大家说我不能去了
真的很对不起，拖了大家很长的时间
只是一个毕业旅行罢了嘛……为什么我还会一而再，再而三地哭了又哭？
我也不想的但我真的忍不住了，真的很想和你们一起去
如果在考完华语的那天，我哭了，请不要骂我因为我只是忍不住罢了
最后，祝你们旅途顺利，我会留在家里为你们默默地祈福
记得拍多点美丽的照片给我看
还是那句，对不起。大家，让你们失望了。对不起

life

Oo... i found out no many ppl post
haiz...

all of u busy 2 study???

me oso busy yar....busy 2 watch..haha
wed vry happy can go 2 watch movie wif u all..
i suggest de ppl who got many pro to watch 2012
no bcoz of de pilot vry handsome, oso not bcox tis movie vry famous
bcox its plot vry attractive ..
de day b4 i went 2 watch, i felt sad
bcox my che's exp did wrg..17 m fly away from me.

but after i watch tis movie,i noe i shoud be appreciate..
i dun noe wat wil happen 2molo
i dun noe wheather i can open my eyes after i sleep
i cant forecast my future..wat should i do is live happy everydays...
n make my frens n my family happy
yesterday i chat wif one of my fren
he told me dun always tink of future
bcox i cant even done wat should i do 2day...
haha..he really vry geng..he teach many things..
wat is live
y should we live?
after we die where we go?
i dun noe..
yesterday is history
today is a gift
2molo is mystery..